Words I get are "empty Victory".
 I get a warning that you are acting in a  destructive way. Swallow your pride and see that

you have too many irons in the fire. Admit your limitations before you move ahead.....admit

your mistakes and move on....you can't blame others for your actions.

You usually make your own mind up about things but seems this time you are listening more to

others than you usually do.

Pride....your pride is getting in your way...if things go as you want it will not make

things better and you'll only see how much time you've invested for something that didn't

give you the satisfaction you thought it would.

Gossip...again, only listen to what you think is best...those feeding you are relying on

gossip and actually just enjoying being part of the "fight"...they are not as loyal as they

seem.  Someone near you doesn't deserve your trust...

Revenge...deceit are words that come in strong here....you have to think if it is really

worth it....the problem won't be solved by what you plan and.....you will have to see/accept

your part in it....no one is going to take the blame for you....

Just a lot of negative energy around this and you  are being told to "move on". Be careful

what you ask for (?)

No need to feel embarrassed....you've felt that long enough. Feeling humiliated and wronged

have held you back for a long time....let it go and things will turn around for you

then...only then...

Holding on to this is harming you more than it is anyone else....Realize there is more

involved here than you are aware of (trust thing again) all is not out in the open.

Think on what you really want, listen more to yourself than others. opening a can of worms

that will bring as much TO you as you are wanting to being to others...it's really not worth

it.

In other areas things are looking up! They seems to move forward then stop....this is in

part because of the above actions....moving forward will allow you to let go of old hurts.

Look to the future and "get out of your own way)

There is so much good around you! Focus on that.....and it will get better.